Ano Hana

upon pages and pages of entries

we've put down all our emotions

but now i've hit a writer's block

i dont know how to finish this page anymore

putting a bookmark in my diary

you and I go out to ride the bike we found in the dumpster

let's go to our secret place

where we piled up our bricks of memories

run up the hill, where we can see the horizon

where we can see the sky so fearfully blue

with cider in my right hand

my other hand helps me search for you

you used to come find me way back when

you used to demand me of so much more

you're both still standing right by my side

yet why do I pray to see you both again?

there must be something off with me

Ceteknya Pemikiran Aku

Anak muda mahu kebebasan berfikir tapi fikirnya liar tiada haluan merata tanpa ketetapan. Liar bukan bererti bebas. Bebas sebenarnya adalah terpelihara dari kesesatan dan kebuntuan tetapi menetap dengan kadar dan arah tertentu. Jika fikir diterjemahkan pada fesyen, tentu janggal nampaknya anak muda yang berubah-ubah fesyen baju, rambut, make up, tetapi tiada identiti diri.

Muhammad Z Uthman

Aku bukan doktor..aku bukan ulama'..

Salam kawan2..

aku bukan doktor..

tak jugak aku sorg ulama'..

tp nape bile kes camni kua..

sume org nk kua fakta..

semua nk kua fatwa..

bia org terpelajar berhujah..

kite yg xde pe bia dengar..

sbb bab cmni..

bkn mase nk gune demokrasi..

jgn tibe semua nk lilit stethoscope..

semua nk sarung serban..

bile ilmu kat dada..

xde pon sehelai..

Di mana bumi dipijak, di situ langit dijunjung.

The Ultimate Hipster

Salam hello..ok kali ni just nk cite pasal sorang rakan aku yg mmg unik..kalo bleh ak nk kate mmg one in a million la kot..once in a lifetime..sy baik, kacak, penyayang..agak memahami..tp yg lain sikit ni dy mmg xkan agree ngn ape yg org cadang kan..bkn ny dy bangkang x berasas..mmg ade point..tp mmg akan canggah nye la kalo x byk..msti ade..xtaw nape..tringat cam dalam family guy ade satu episod mne Brian Griffin ngn Lois borak2..Brian akn disagree ngn sume pndpat org..n rase dy the smartest person in da room..

Lois: Look, Brian, all I'm saying is it's not normal for people to change their political views so radically overnight.

Brian: Lois, no offense, but you don't exactly know what you're talking about. I mean, you...you're not exactly a fountain of political knowledge yourself.

Lois: You want to know what I think is happening here?

Brian: Oh, this should be rich and overtaxed.

Lois: I think you just got to be in the "out" group. Whoever's on top, whoever's in power, whoever's successful, you gotta be on the other side or you don't feel like the smartest guy in the room. All you are, my dear, is a contrarian.

Brian: Oh, please, you could not be more off base.

Lois: Oh, yeah? Let me ask, what did you think of the movie Titanic?

Brian: Horrible, one of the worst movies ever made.

Lois: Mm-hm, what about Slumdog Millionaire?

Brian: Overrated, just a terrible movie.

Lois: Cocktail.

Brian: Actually, not a bad film. You know, as classically structured cinema, Cocktail was one of the best films of its era.

Lois: You make me sick, Brian.

bkn nk same kn cmtu..tp ade la lbih kurg tmbh tolak sikit cmtu la..so dy la kawan aku..terima seadanye..oh mr ultimate hipster :)

Malam Konfesi

salam hello..so yeah..mlm2 las time stdi kat notts ni mmg agk tnsen la..kje pon byk..asgmnt nk kne wat lg..diskusi and all that..ni bkn nk mngeluh byk kje ke ape ke..jus nk cite side story yg ak rse interesting..so cm bese ak ngn dak2 rumate ak amek kos yg same n ktorg occasionally wat asgmnt yg nk kne anta sme2..

so bile da larut malam and otak pon da tepu nk pkir ape..ak rse cm bes plak kalo ktorg borak2 psl ape2 jela nk luah..yela..da dkat 3 taun kot kat cni..so cm byk gle bnde wat same2..lg2 ade rumate ak ni da dkat 5 taun da bsame..pergh..x sngke kn?thats as long as high-school..wow..

so cmni la..ak ade bnde cm nk cte kat mmbe ak ni yg da lme gk la ak smpn..bnde x beso pon..tp sbb cm bnde tu ak rse cm khianat kn..so better cte n ask for forgiveness la at least..so cmni kesah nye..

ak wat lab sme2 n one day ak cm ade la brg dy sbb mmg ktorg stu supervisor ade la brg2 yg share kn..so skli tu dy pasan cuvette (tube nk kire absorbance) dy bengkok..bru ak tringt..ak ade pki cuvette dy n cuci lpas tu gne aer panas..so there is a high chance yg ak yg rosak kn brg dy tu..tp ak snyp je time tu..agk cm sngal gk la..

so mlm konfesi tu ak cte la kat mmbe ak ni..yela sbb lme da smpn kn dlm ati..so dy jd x sedap sgt la..tp bile borak2 blik jd klakar plak..dy pon x tahan gelak smpi tbareng2 haa..so all in all ktorg cm xkesah pe da jd kat mse lpas n move on with our lives..

thats the beauty of friendship..wlau pon kite xtaw pe kite wat..n mostly mmg x..tp kite cbe ikot ati..ikot naluri insani..sbb walau cmne trok pon kite rse diri kite ni..we never knew how much we meant for each other..

The Last Mile

Sikit je..sikit lagi..sikit je lagi..

You Needed Me - Anne Murray (Stewie Griffin Cover)

I cried a tearYou wiped it dryI was confusedYou cleared my mind
I sold my soulYou bought it back for meAnd held me upAnd gave me dignitySomehow you needed me
You gave me strengthTo stand alone againTo face the worldOut on my own again
You put me highUpon a pedestalSo high that I couldAlmost see eternityYou needed me, you needed me
And I can't believe it's youI can't believe it's trueI needed youAnd you were there
And I'll never leaveWhy should I leave, I'd be a fool'Cause I've finally foundSomeone who really cares
You held my handWhen it was coldWhen I was lostYou took me home
You gave me hopeWhen I was at the endAnd turned my liesBack into truth againYou even called me friend
You gave me strengthTo stand alone againTo face the worldOut on my own again
You put me highUpon a pedestalSo high that I couldAlmost see eternityYou needed me, you needed meYou needed me, you needed me.

Ex's Wedding

so hello..

what really sucks when you're invited to your ex's wedding

is that to realize that how much they moved on..

they moved on and yet you still here..

makes you think how much time have past..

no offence to the brides but yeah..

this feeling right here..

this sucks..

Relationship Crisis

rite now..this is just sucks..

Tips on how to pass exam easily

Jual Beli Polis

salam hello..

pagi td tym lpak dpn rumah layan kopi kapal api kaw panas..ak usha2 la kwsn kejiranan ak yg x sbrape ni..ade tadika yg ngajo nursery rhyme in my previous post tu ngh wat reno..myb wat pagar tembok batu kot..nmpk gaya cmtu..

yg mnarik nye pkerje2 binaan tu jelas bkn warganegara Msia..tp wlau panas n penat dorg tetap wat keje gk la..crik makan kate nye..jelas kelihatan dlm lingkungn 5-6 org..

mcm biase skng kwsn rinching da dipenuhi ngn rondaan pihak polis yg rajen dan dedikasi ngn tugas mreka..tp yg spoil nye..dy brenti kat dpan tadika yg ngh reno tu..

ade la sorg mamat ni cm ktua pmbinaan tu gi kat kete rondaan polis ni..dy snyum salam gelak tawa semua la..pastu seluk poket blkg dia n kua kan walet yg agk lusuh..

ok..skng da boleh taw kn pe dorg deal..so cmni la..ak x taw pape..myb dy bg duit utk pak polisi tu utk nk mintk bungkus kn mknn utk dorg ke..mamat tu smlm lpak ngn pak polisi n tlupe bwk walet n pnjm dlu duit polis tu ke ape ke..

ak cbe jd optimis..tp x kn la x tcetus sikit rse curige kn? ni bkn kali ptame ak tgk peristiwa cmni..n ak cbe gk jd husnuzzon (sangke baik)..tp pe bleh wat..da nmpk gaye cmtu kan..

so kalo pndtg asing yg gaji x sberape boleh beli polis..n wat dorg snyap..pk pe dorg snggup buat utk ahli politik yg pegang kekayaan negara..

tQ salam :)

Preschool and Nursery Rhymes

salam hello..macam bese ak da lame x update blog ni..da jarang nk cite pape la..cm xde idea..tp arini tbe2 nk borak siket psal hal yg bg ak cm pting n kne amek tau gk la..jus pndpat n maybe leh kongsi same..salah tegur betol folo..ok cegini kisah nye...

ak da lame x gi tmpt2 tadika o preschool sbb ak ny adek pon sume da xde kat tadika da..n btw ak mmg xde bile most adek2 ak kat tadika..sbb mslh geografi..ok xyah pk psal bnde tu..move on ke topik ni..

tym ak lepak2 ngh layan roti inti coklat ngn kopi panas kapal api kat dpan umah pg td..tbe2 ak dga lgu melayu..cm lagu cinta la..ak xtaw sgt la lgu pe..tp cm popular la..ak ingt rumate ak psg lgu jiwang2 ni..bese la rumah sume ade lptop..mmg common la psg lgu kuat2..

tp tbe2 yg menarik nye..ak dga dak2 tadika nyanyi same lagu tu..fyi rumah sewa aku ni jarak 30m je ngn tadika kecik bandar rinching ni..mahai..lagu tu dtg dri tadika ke..pastu dak2 ni nyanyi same..ape jadah..

ok pastu sambung lagi lagu indon plak..cinta jugak..*harap maaf..ak xingt sgt lgu2 ni* tp mmg pelik la..cmni ke tadika zaman skng..smbung plak ak dga suara guru yg ngaja tu tnye nk lgu pe lg dri kanak2 ni..mule la nyanyi kan lgu yuna..trukir di bintang..*haha..yg ni ak taw tajuk dia*

ok la..ak xtaw ni jus ak sorg je pk cm mrepek or org len pon cm rse bnde ni x patot..ak tym kcik dlu seingat ak xde la cmni..wlaupon yuran yg x sbrape tp skurg2 ny xde la ckgu nk curik tulang nk ngajo lgu yg x kne ngn umo dak2 ni..

kite gi tadika nk blajo..nk dpat kn nilai2 murni..nk bentuk acuan diri..kalo dri mule da suap ngn lagu2 cmni mcm mne x nnt da beso pk nk jd artis je..

ingt lg ak dlu tym kcik2 ckgu intan *guru tadika kemas meru* tmpat ak tadika dlu..tiap ari ngajo sngguh2..bg keje sume..mmg ade maen2..tp yg bgs2 la..ngajo nyanyi..sume yg elok2..maen kaler2..brebut2 mkn..ckup ngn aktiviti yg mmbina minda..

ingt lg x lgu2 nursery dlu..cm Humpty dumpty, Hickory dickory dock, Mary had a little lamb, London bridge..yg mlyu nye ingt g lagu2 yg elok la..cm bangau oh bangau, bapaku pulang dari kota, chan mali chan sume tu la..kn elok bg lgu cmtu..

ak nk tekan kn kat cni..x slah nk bseronok..tp kne ikot keadaan n golongan la..
ok cmni la sng cite..try ajak pakcik tua gi konsert metallica..x mencanak pok cik tu?

tQ salam :)

Hormat Wanita

"jaga hubungan..jaga pergaulan..hormat perempuan..," pesan ibu.

Malas Ke Aku?

salam hello..
tak tau semenjak due menjak ni
cm da jd xtra pmalas..
cm xde passion la omputeh kate..
bkn sbb pe..ak pon xtaw..
myb sbb da bosan ngn cara camni..
sbb xde org dgar..
ak ckap pon salah..diam pon salah..
sabar je la..
nikmatilah idop korg yg ngah sedap skng..
sbb sumday korg pasti kan rindu mase2 lame..
cam ak skng..oh 'dulu'..

One Buck Short - Khayalan Masa

Ku rasa bagaikan malam ini terang
Sungguh indah seindah sinarnya
Terdengar dalam khayalan masa itu
Mungkin itu mimpi-mimpi dunia

Dalam senyapku ku tercarinya.. ooo
Ku tersenyum dalam bayangmu
Menanti-nanti selama ini menunjukkan cinta.. oo
Biar rasa ini bertahan untuk selama kita.. oo


Ku simpan kata mu terpahat dalam hati
Biarkan masa meniti jalanku
Diriku disini tetap disini
Hingga akhirnya kita jumpa lagi
Dalam senyapku ku tercarinya


Menanti-nanti selama ini menunjukkan cinta.. oo
Biar rasa ini bertahan untuk selama kita.. oo
Tlah kau semarakkan hidupku


Sayangi pasangan ku
Ini kan berapa jauh kau padaku
Aku sanggup tunggu masanya


Ku rasa bagaikan malam ini terang
Sungguh indah seindah sinarnya
Menanti-nanti selama ini menunjukkan cinta.. oo
Biar rasa ini bertahan untuk selama kita.. oo


Jangan bisaku melayang-layang
Marilah kita bersama-sama
Jangan bisaku melayang-layang
Marilah kita bersama-sama

kaf ba ro kaf alif ta nun

salam hello..so lunch tadi sahabat bertiga makan di cafe uni..cm bese mkn2 nasik gorg n wan tan mee n olls..lpas sdap2 mkn tu mmg la knyg n tlentang la..kalo boleh baring mmg da lame landing..wlau pon mhal siket kalo nk cmpare ngn kdai akak mara..tp ok la..sedap..tp yg part yg ak nk share ni part nasihat sahabat ak sorang ni..meh dga kesah beliau..

Membe1: mkn kasi habis..


Membe2: da mkn abes la ni..tggal 2 batang sayur kangkung ngn sbijik cili padi..ok la tu..

btol la ckap mmbe ak tu..ak tgk licin je pinggn mmbe ak sorg tu..yg tinggl just 2 batang sayur kangkung ngn cili padi..ape yg x habis mkn nye kn?licin kot..dy pesan balik..


Membe1: kita tak tahu mane keberkatan mknn ni..myb kat kangkung ni la keberkatan ilahi tu..


Aku: *terfikir sejenak* Ape mksud ko?

beliau pon start la cite..


Membe1: sume benda yg kite buat kat dunia ni utk ape? untuk dpat rahmat Allah kn? tapi kite tak tahu mcm mana nk nmpk rahmat Allah tu.. kita buat amalan n serah pada-Nya dgn tawakal.. so tapi kalo kite buat apa2 amalan.. pastikan sempurna.. so kita da buat tbaik n hope x tlepas dari dapat keberkatan-Nya..

Aku: ape yg penting? kaf ba ra kaf alif ta nun..


*gelak*


so cmni la nk cite ringkas..ak syukur ade mmbe2 yg slalu pesan n ingtkn aku..n ak hrap akn sntiase dpat keberkatan-Nya..sebab kita semua masih bernafas ni pon atas rahmat-Nya..alhamdulillah :)

Buih

Sebuah hadis diriwayatkan daripada Thauban r.a., bahawa Rasulullah SAW bersabda, yang bermaksud:

"Setelah aku wafat, setelah lama aku tinggalkan, umat Islam akan lemah. Di atas kelemahan itu, orang kafir akan menindas mereka bagai orang yang menghadapi piring dan mengajak orang lain makan bersama." 

Maka para sahabat r.a. pun bertanya, "Apakah ketika itu umat Islam telah lemah dan musuh sangat kuat?" 

Sabda Baginda SAW: "Bahkan masa itu mereka lebih ramai tetapi tidak berguna, tidak bererti dan tidak menakutkan musuh. Mereka adalah ibarat buih di laut."

Sahabat bertanya lagi, "Mengapa seramai itu tetapi seperti buih di laut?"

Jawab Rasulullah SAW, "Kerana ada dua penyakit, iaitu mereka ditimpa penyakit al-Wahn."

Sahabat bertanya lagi, "Apakah itu al-Wahn?"

Rasulullah SAW bersabda: "Cintakan dunia dan takut akan kematian."

IQ EQ dan MCQ

salam..hello..so slame 5 ari ak tlentang kat KPJ Kajang sebab denggi..pedih n kngn yg insyllah ak x kn lupe..makan sume menda jadah x lalu..tp thnx mmbe2 yg dtg dri jauh dkat sume nk lawat..tQ..harap nye..

so lepas kua tu mmg ngh exam week..dak2 ni sume da strt xam..ak je yg ktinggalan 2papers..myb kne re-sit utk summer break nnt kot..#sigh..

bile da lame gile x bongkang sorg2..otak pon saket bdan pon saket..jd mcm ak lost siket la..cm lari dari arus dunia..some people ckap nk take a rest kan..tp ak xnk left over..trase cm ko sorg2 je kat dunia ni..cm sedih gle kan?ak taw..

tp skng ak da ade smgt balik..n tQ gk kpd mmbe2 n family yg suport ak..nasehat sume..hope ak dpat selesai xam ni ngn cemerlang..wish me luck..tQ guys..

penyakit study week

salam..hello so nex week start study week. tp cm bese kami sbg student yg bdedikasi x kn study akn habis kan 99.9% of our study week with these things.. :)

1- tdo lambat
2- bgn lambat
3- maen game yg lgsg x pnah tpikir kat fb
4- explore part of ur rumah sewa yg korg x pnah pegi..
5- maen game yg addicted and mmg makan mase kaw2 punye lame
    cm HoN or Dota x pon plantVSzombie jadah
6- layan cite yg mmg kaw2 punye panjang season
    cm Supernatural season 1-7, how i met ur mother, walking dead and etc.
7- layan site2 yg kalo scroll smpi ble2 pon x kn abes cm tumblr, 9gag and failblog..

so mmg cmni la penyakit yg timbul tiap kali study week..mmg patot ubah..tp ni la yg wat kan kngn yg x kn dapat lagi bile kite da x jd student lg n masuk alam keje..so kite enjoy~ LOL

p/s: self facepalm